Why does it seem that getting control of one area of my life sends everything else to fall all apart?
I am counting calories, working out and I am exhausted. Apparently I am the only one that does anything and when I am not doing something nothing gets done.
So the house is a mess after I spent a decent amount of my break cleaning it up.
So here I am back to work after spring break and the house is toast.
Thanks.
The winds make me grumpy. I am agitated. Like a caged animal. Pacing. Pacing.
I want progress. I want things happening.
My job things is all messed up. No contract. String me along. I don't like it. I want to be in a place. Settled. So does that mean I don't work well flying by the seat of my pants? Well I have been flying like this since January so clearly I have proven myself.
I like where I am but so help me if I had a place to bounce I would. Or would I ? I just want/need to feel I don't know something.
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What will I do with the next 14000 days of my life? Continue to unhappily live in a size 18 pants that are too snug? My mind will say "hey lets go for a walk, or a swim" and I just don't seem to get out the door. What in the world is my problem? I am 45 years old. What is the second half of my life going to be like? Am I going to live with the 200's on the scale? Eating brownies and ice cream and candy?
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