A HA!

I had this A HA moment today. My husband works at a highly desirable location in town. Many people ask me how they can get a job out there. I give them the web sites, I offer to help I tell them to come to my house and I will help them. No one does. They say "I gotta do that" or "Or I am gonna get to that are you free?" My summer is over Monday and now my time is limited. Sorry, not sorry. Then.It.Hit me. I have done that same thing to my trainer. To my mentor. She gives me all the tools I need. Spells it all out. I feel her frustration now. I got it.

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