So here's the thing. I am a size 18 or an XXL. I am done with it. Over it. I see cute things but they don't look cute on me or don't come in my size. Places I want to shop don't have my size.
So what did I do today to get closer to this goal. I downloaded Myfitnesspal and logged most of what I ate.
Nothing like half assing something right? That's how I got this whole ass by half assing way too many things. UGH!
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What will I do with the next 14000 days of my life? Continue to unhappily live in a size 18 pants that are too snug? My mind will say "hey lets go for a walk, or a swim" and I just don't seem to get out the door. What in the world is my problem? I am 45 years old. What is the second half of my life going to be like? Am I going to live with the 200's on the scale? Eating brownies and ice cream and candy?
Afraid.
How many things have I tried? I can't count. Jenny Craig, Weight Watchers, Diet Soup, Metabalife, Herbalife, Body by Vi, so much money. No real pounds lost on any of them. Oh and the work out DVD's (even the VHS) I have. The only thing that ever worked was when I stopped eating completely when I was a junior in high school. I ate one meal a day dinner with my parents because there was no getting around that the rest of the day I chewed gum. I had headaches, I was sleepy but I was skinny. 118 lbs. Size 4. I was happy. Boys looked at me finally. Shopping was fun. Things looked good on me. I worked out twice a day so I could eat lunch and dinner but just a little and no soda, GOD no soda! Water I remember a soda every now and then to keep up my energy. Mostly ice tea. So here I am 45. 100lbs heavier. How did I get here? Busy. Lazy. Age. How many pieces of cake have I eaten over the years? Can I be done with cake now? How many piece of bread? Candy? Oh the cadbury eggs. Ho...
I am proud of you! I have that app too and guess what, it's going to be put to use! I have had it and not used it. Changing that! As you know my plan is ten on low carb and ten on low cal. Myfitnesspal does not focus a ton on low carb so I will have to get creative when I am on the low carb cycle. It does low calorie perfectly so I'll be fine in those parts of the cycle. It's a step. And how do you walk? Step by step. We will get in those cuter clothes. We WILL.
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